I feel so lost at this point. I make conversation with people but they just turn around and go “you’re bit strange aren’t you?” Or “that’s weird thing to say” or “okay like we needed to know that”.
I’m a chubby girl, who is working on herself, to be a better version of self. Too feel better physically and mentally. I’ve tried making conversation in the gym, but people in my gym either blank my existence or just laugh when I say hello.
I’m a plain Jane, nothing special to look at, people tell me I look better without make up, so I don’t wear it. I have 0 friends, I tried going to hobby clubs, even at my university people in my classes never talk to me. I get told I’m plain, but weird looking
I always feel like an outsider looking in. I’ve tried and tried to make friends all my life, but I’ve never been accepted. I spend birthday alone (parents are dead and family don’t acknowledge me), I spend Christmas alone, I’m so tired.
I feel so lonely