For clarification: I love my boyfriend very much but he struggles with expressing himself when it comes to telling me how he feels about me and our relationship. I have no problem expressing myself but I know that he does from his past relationships. So I’m trying to figure out the best way a guy communicates in case I’m missing some key things. We were holding hands in the car and he squeezed my hand really tight but that was after mentioning I said to him I didn’t even know how he felt about me and I loved him either way.