Hey guys, I need some advice 😮💨
Before I start, If you find yourself with some Bad grammar, I’m mexican so English is not my first language.
So, I have a friend wich i’m in love with, I’ll call her Grace. She had told my other friend that she liked me, but I didn’t want to ruin the surprise. In late november she had a huge problem at home, her parents didn’t trust her and some other things. I felt bad and tried to be there for her.
I then started to argue with my parents in late december because of some stuff, this really hurt because they said stuff that i didn’t expect them to tell me just because the heat of the moment. I then I didn’t speak to Grace for a few days, we then spoke a few days after these fights with my parents.
She seemed considerably different. She seemed down the whole time and I guess it’s because of the stuff she had been dealing with. I can’t stand seeing her like that, and I wish i could make her the happiest person in the world. We haven’t spoken in 2 weeks, she texted me days before, but the moment she texted I was in the middle of an argue with my parents, but replied later, that was the last time we spoke.
Last night, I had a dream of her, and she was so beautiful. I feel like I need to try to fix everything. I don’t know, but was looking at me with The brightest smile I had ever seen. I feel like the problems she had at home, plus my problems at home made us kinda distant from each other.
I don’t wanna lose her for external problems that don’t have to do with us.
The moment I found out she liked me made me happy, but I knew it wasn’t the right time for neither of us.
Here’s where I need help. What can I tell her to start a conversation? I feel like it’s been forever and I sometimes think about what if she lost her feeling for me? Literally, how can I start a conversation without it being uncomfortable?
I need some advice guys, thanks for your time on reading this
Don’t think I want her and take advantage of her vulnerability, before all of this, we were happy and had amazing moments. I just don’t want this to have an unfixeable ending for just a temporary emotional problem we both have.