People around me have pointed out how I react awkward. When people hug me I don’t know how to feel or act. It’s almost a like I don’t know what’s happening in that moment of someone hugging me. The feeling isn’t too bad when I make the first move to embrace someone. The only person I’m most comfortable hugging is my daughter. How do I get ride of that awkward feeling when someone other than my daughter hugs me? Its not that I’m uncomfortable with my friends hugging game but I get so tuck in my head I don’t realized that they are hugging me.
I remember the first adult that hugged me was this teacher. I froze like a statue. I instantly start to fantasize that she was my parent. Almost every teacher I had I would wish they were my parents.