I (26F) have almost no experience with sex, i’ve had some bad experiences (never been satisfied) and this led me to a kind of refuse towards it. I have sex drive and all, but the idea of having sex itself doesn’t excite me and, as the tile says, i’m scared of penetration itself (even with fingers), cause it’s always been painful. i saw some doctors that told me that i just need to relax and get experienced. I’m also very anxious as a person and relaxing for me is not the easiest thing. Now i have a wonderful boyfriend that loves me and respect me and I feel safe and comfortable with him for everything, but the idea of having sex with him scares me for the past bad results and the pain i feel… I don’t want this to ruin our relationship and i really wanna enjoy it… Any help?