I’ve always been a straight guy. I see a pretty woman, I feel butterflies and happiness, and briefly imagine affection from her.
After 30 years of life and never having any woman show me any interest, I no longer feel that. Even beautiful women don’t evoke any positive emotion in me, no desire, just pure, dead apathy. I feel like I’m in that severe hypothermia stage shortly before you take off all your clothes cos you can’t feel cold anymore, but for my emotions and sense of humanity.
I don’t feel any desire for social contact anymore, no desire for touch, love, romance, connection and friendship. Something has died in my soul and I don’t know what it is.
How do I proceed here?