Throwaway for this. Also sorry if I make some mistakes, English is not my first language.
I (18M) tried to have sex with my now girlfriend (18M). I had no sexual experience at all, she is my first relationship, but she had a lot more experience than me. A couple days ago, after dating for about 3 weeks, we decided to link up to my house to have sex. We were dirty talking and flirting a lot the previous days about it, so I was somewhat prepared at least mentally.
Well, the day came around and I was very excited. The first mistake I think I did was that I masturbated 2 or 3 hours before the act. We started with foreplay and it was amazing. I wasn’t rock hard but I was very excited. The moment she started touching my penis I couldn’t get myself to get that hard, it was barely up.
After I got more hard I put on a condom but instantly got floppy. She tried getting me hard again but it wasn’t that successful. Also one another mistake I think we did was that it was pretty dark in the room and I could see what was happening.
After a while I just fingered and ate her out a lot, and she gave me a long blowjob and I able to finish. Didn’t have sex though.
We got dressed and talked, she wasn’t mad or even frustrated. She was actually very supportive and she kinda expected it since I had no previous experience. She reassured me that it’s no biggie and that she had a great time regardless.
I am very grateful she was so supportive and understanding. I think I was too caught up in my head to enjoy myself that much. She said that I should take my time and that she is ready to give it another shot at a latter day. I already feel much more comfortable though.
Wanted to see if other people had a similar experience. So grateful for her she might be a keeper.