Last night we had sex for the first time in a long time. I still feel anxiety around intimacy because I hate the way I look sometimes. We cut my hair off almost a month ago. I still feel nervous when he sees me without wigs. He is very understanding and loving though. Last night I put my wig on before sex, and he gently took it off and sat it on the dresser. I tried to grab it to put it back on. He gently pulled my hand away from the wig. He told me that I looked beautiful and I didn’t need to put it on. I was extremely anxious, but he didn’t look at me any different. I struggle with severe self esteem issues and I feel like it can ruin our sex life. I am still trying to get past this. I just don’t know how. I’m pushing my boundaries to try to get more comfortable with it but it’s so hard.
