I’ve literally never had anybody. Nobody ever starts conversations with me and when I start them people aren’t interested. I feel like I make acquaintances that seem receptive to conversation but every time they slowly fade out of my life. Like being friends with me is so hard or something. I literally never ask anybody for anything and try to always be positive and nice. I don’t get it anymore, and I feel like I’m wasting my life being a complete loner while everyone else is out enjoying theirs.