So I have a lot of soccer friends but I’m just so afraid of the moment. Like I want to say something but I hide a lot because I’m scared of saying something dumb or stupid. Also people make fun of you and I hate it and it’s so hard to overcome. I’m in introvert but I can talk I’m not super shy it’s just I’m afraid of being judged. Maybe I’m way too hard on myself. Could it be that I’m lazy and don’t feel like fighting for my self respect if people make fun of me? I was bullied as a kid and I didn’t fight because I didn’t want to cause conflict. Any advice to help me would help. I want to reach out to my friends but I don’t want to be annoying and now people don’t take me serious anymore.