Hi all,
My girlfriend and I broke up last year (I initiated it) because she mentioned she was unhappy with the amount of effort I was putting in. At the time I couldn’t change that, at all. And wasn’t in a great place myself. I realised she deserves the best person and their best self so I broke up with her. I deeply regret this decision and wish I never broke up with her. When breaking up the idea of a “break” came up, and we both agreed that we shouldn’t go on a break, as it’s a toxic move and can cause false hope, especially if one of you move on. But I said to her after last year I’d love to try things again if she wanted, and she said I’ll always love you.
Fast forward, she hasn’t replied to any of my text messages asking to hang out or if she wants us to get closer again. Even if it’s just a message of me asking if she wants me to leave her life, so I have no idea if she’s moved on or not. Judging by not replying to the messages she may have, however on Snapchat she constantly sends me revealing snaps, showing her bra, bathers or sometimes neither. I don’t know why she’s doing this, is it to get back at me or make me jealous? I always thought the breakup went well, until her best friend started messaging me saying how I should off myself. It was a bit of a shock. She’s always been a self conscious person, and never posts stuff like the snaps she’s been sending me. She never would because she didn’t like the idea of a digital footprint and someone being able to share it with her collages, family etc. Which is similar to myself and most people. The question I’m asking is should I try talking to her again? And what do these pictures on Snapchat mean? It’s really stuffing with my head. But she feels like the love of my life and we get eachother so so much and I don’t want to throw that away. Thank you in advance everyone for reading.
TLDR: ex girlfriend sends revealing snaps after completing ghosting me after breakup, does she want me back or am I being delusional?