In the morning, we had to do a group project at school with a lot of different classes and I wanted to do it alone but it was required to be in a group, so I asked a group of girls that seemed the nicest out of everyone if I could join their group, I even smiled at them, and they all just stared at me and then quickly looked away and didn’t say anything until I left. They soon let me join their group because I didn’t end up having a group. I wanted to try and include myself in the conversation but I was worrying that they’d find me weird and make fun of me so I stayed silent the whole time. My mind was completely blank. I wanted to cry so bad. It was extremely embarrassing just sitting there awkwardly as they’re all talking and laughing. I swear I’m destined to have no social life because no matter how hard I try I can’t make any friends. Worst part is, I can’t talk to anyone about it. My parents aren’t understanding of the situation which is why I don’t tell them about my secret of having no friends, struggling to even say one word and almost having panic attacks everyday, so I can’t even go see a therapist or take required medication. Nobody cares or understands. I’m so alone. I swear I was put on this world to be an example of what a useless and stupid person with a terrible life is like.