I don’t want to write an essay.
So I met this girl at a party a few months ago and we became friends. BUT the way in which we met is kind of different.
she was a fan of my channel. I run a YouTube channel/social media and I have a pretty large following.. I tend to get recognized fairly often but she was super cool and so we ended up hanging out most of the night.
We exchanged discord information and kept in touch.
From the moment we met she was very flirty with me, I was kind of uncomfortable at first because there’s an obvious age difference, but she makes me laugh, she said it didn’t bother her and it’s like genuinely fun to hang out together.
Here’s my problem she said she has a boyfriend, and they recently moved in together but she’s told me multiple times it’s a toxic relationship and they’ve broken up multiple times previously.
she also said she has way more fun hanging out with me. She even said she loves me but it’s complicated with her boyfriend. She wanted to keep hanging out with me though.
We haven’t done anything physical yet, but I am starting to develop feelings for her.. I also don’t know if this is a parasocial relationship because she was a big fan of my channel.. or if she genuinely likes me as a person. I do like her though, I just don’t know how this can end well.