I’m gonna ask someone out. It will be painful. It will be scary. It’s very possible that: I won’t act confident, it will be awkward, my voice will tremor, i’ll get rejected, it will be embarrassing, i’ll feel ashamed and cry like I never have in a long time. But honestly- it’ll still be worth it, because I will not make progress otherwise. I owe it to myself to keep trying. It’s the only way to improve my chances. It’s coming to a precipice where the pain of regret is outweighing the pain of rejection. I’m almost 30 years old. I need to complete this aspect of becoming an adult and face reality head on. Something needs to change. Wish me luck.
(Keep in mind I’m a woman who is seeking other women. Dynamics are different, but sentiment is relatable to anyone)