Whats bothering me most is seeing people conversations with each other, giving each other attention and sending each m ither stuff on their own and talking to each other where both contribute and not one sided like me,
it bothers me because it makes me think that i cant make friends like that. And i get ignored or rejected.
This always has made me angry at my self, Seeing others bantering, joking with each other, having fun, having long conversations for hours, while i get rejected online or irl, or just get ignored. It makes me think i suck at conversations and that im not good enough or likeable. And that no one cares about me.
This happens almost everyday. And im sick of it. Maybe i chase people a lot and expect them to make me happy?.
Either way i really want to improve at making friends and having conversations.