I’m so lonely. I don’t connect with anyone. I want to go to bars and laugh from my belly and say oringinal thoughts and speak louder. I’m so flat. I don’t have opinions. I’m just a offputting observer. I don’t know who i am, what I want, What i like. I don’t feel like a person. Everyone my age is settling into their careers, having families, they have these big plans and trajectories. I don’t have anything but my presence. I stopped being a person a long time ago and I don’t know how to get that back.
I just say mm. Yeah. Or gen z buzz words like slay and that’s so real. I don’t know what to say ever.