Anybody else just reflect and miss how their relationship used to be? I’m not even sure what we are at this point. I (F26) would say things between my SO (M32) have been rough since having my daughter a year ago. shortly after I found out he’s addicted to Corn & I also found numerous fake social medias. I guess it wasn’t a red flag because he always would say here’s my phone or this is my password and now he’s changed everything which whatever at this point. Then a “broken” phone which I went through the other night and it literally has videos of him having relations in the same bed, it was before us but still why keep that? I just feel betrayed & disgusted. I really love him and just feel like he doesn’t care. Basically roommates because it’s easier with our daughter. I’ve tried to talk about things and he will just lie about it. We were only together shy of a year before I became pregnant and I’m really starting to wonder if that was the game plan.. would always say how his mom is up in age and how much he’d want her around for that. I feel like I don’t even know him and now I don’t even know what was real. Not sure if I should just walk away or keep living like this till we’re back to “normal” if that ever happens.
TL/DR: should I continue living like this or should I just walk away.