I feel really dumb that I cried more than my Uncles wife and kids at his funeral. I’m not really an emotional person but my aunt and cousins have been through so much that seeing them upset and lose their dad caused me to “snap” and start bawling. I tried not to make any noise but I may have sobbed a bit more than I should have.
I feel like I might have taken focus away from them and I’m myself when I didn’t mean to. Is this a bad social mistake and should I apologize? How can I control myself at a funeral in the future?