idk how to feel lol
ok so… I just had sex with my tattoo artist (we talked about this many times before) he has a daughter and obviously he’s very concerned in her and his job. We usually talk about life and make each other random questions (leaving apart sex), and go out once. We talked about going out more times, the problem here is that he has not time for almost anything and at the start when we talked about our “feelings” he told me that he wasn’t looking for any type of relationship with anyone and this just happened.
Also he doesn’t want a formal relationship (me neither) for what I said before (he has no time and wants to focus on her daughter and job), which is obviously respectful and obvious. So we’re just like… “fuckfriends”? I guess. And I know how I feel about this, I know it’s nothing serious and we’re just having fun, but I know myself and oh man… Unfortunately I like “impossible” things, you know, like something challenging. And I’m scared I’ll end falling for him.
I told him that I know well this is just a friendship and that shit, and that if something more happens we’ll see it.
Idk lmao I just feel I’ll end fucked up (not literally this time😔)