I broke up with my girlfriend because I felt like I had lost myself and we argued quite a lot. When I told her that and that I wanted to break up, she said she would do anything to change and begged me for a month to give her a second chance. At that time I was so done in the relationship so I couldn’t go back. I told her that right now I couldn’t do it, but I wouldn’t say never again. I went to Australia with my friend to get some new experiences and kinda get away from it all. She kinda gave up when I went away and then I started to miss her.. so I started to tell her that and that I wanted to try again, but now she didn’t want to.. I’ve now been begging her for a month to give me a new chance and try again but she doesn’t want to. I was supposed to be away for 6 months but now (2 months in) I know that I will go home in a month, so around 3 months earlier, because I can’t really enjoy myself cause she is all I can think about. She doesn’t really reply to any of my texts or calls anymore and I’m so scared I’ve lost her for good.. and I can’t do anything cause I’m stuck on the other side of the world.. Do you think there is any chance she will take me back once I get home in about a month, if I maybe show up on her doorstep with flowers and gifts and the most sincere apology ever – not forgive me or anything but just talk to me and give me a chance to try again. Even if it means start all over and take it slow? I’ve told her this multiple times that I know she can’t just forgive what I’ve done or anything like that, but I love her more than ever, miss her, and now know that she really is the one I want. Is there any hope for me left?