So, backstory.
A while ago, I (F) started seeing a girl.
I genuinely believe we are soulmates. We complete each other, she understands me like no one ever did, and it’s herd for me to get understood, AND vice-versa.
We’ve been on and off for a year, I always come back cause I miss her.
Why do I always break up?
I’m a teen, and I’m honestly at conflict with my sexuality.
I have bipolar disorder, I don’t know if that can be relevant, though I don’t believe so.
But I’ve always had this desire to be with a man and live out some of my teenage years with a guy.
That’s when this guy came along..
Super attractive, nice, but will never understand me like her. We will never have that bond. Ever.
But at the same time… It’s my teenage years. I want to live it to the max and figure out my sexuality, my incline, everything.
I don’t know if I’m bisexual, biromantic: I don’t know. I’ve been trying to figure it out for years and I just know I love HER. And I like him.
And I don’t know what to do cause I don’t want to lose my soulmate,but I want to live my teenage years with new experiences and heterosexuality.
Someone help.