IM A TRANS MAN.
today i tried penetrating myself for the first time with my packer. i put a condom over it, lubed it up. i didnt manage to get it all in, its not too big (although rather wide i think), but i think i got at least those 1-3 cm in. it kinda stung and now my opening feels stretched. after i was done i noticed some blood after wiping with toilet paper – bright red (not menstrual, i dont have periods anymore). there wasnt a lot of it. my opening is red rn (not with blood anymore though). does it mean ive finally torn my hymen? if not, then how can i tear it? which way do i move it?