I can’t fucking take it anymore. Some old “friends” just added me to a group chat, probably to fuck with me again. Due to the way I look (mostly that), and because I was kind of annoying in middle school, I’ve pretty much cemented my status as the “ugly sped kid” not just at my school, but probably a good deal of them in the local area. I know this is crazy, but I guarantee people know me as “a weird sped kid” far beyond my area. 100% almost my entire school thinks I’m sped. Nobody wants to be my friend. They legit think I’m less than human. I want to be normal, not treated like a joke.