So..I’m really bad at socializing, i even judges myself as an anti social person (not because im fearing socializing but im really bad at it and my conversations is boring), i want to change this, i try to improve my social skill by being open to everyone, but yet still i got no best friend, and its really make me feel lonely and depress since i cant talk my problem to someone else. And that make me question myself like “so I’m having no friends?” and it make me more depress even though i have friends but like just a classroom friends or college friends. And its make me even down more by fearing judge by someone else that im having a no friends although i have them but just not a bestfriend. Any advice?