whenever i make friends and its off to a rlly good start, i get very anxious with maintaining the relationship and scare that they will find me weird or smt and not wanna be friends with me, like their opinion abt me will change. but also if it is a rlly good start i imagine them to be my bff and when we dont end up being really close i get really sad. like rn im not getting a reply back all day from someone who i thought was gonna be a good friend. i rlly never had a best friend and i really want one but a lot of people already do. i hope i understand how i can work on this!