I have never been able to make friends myself. It would always because they come up to me. But now I’m in a small school and I only have one friend there but I really don’t like spending time with him. I constantly feel lonely but I secretly think almost everyone in my school is a freak and I don’t want to hang out with them. I’m not old enough to drive and my school has people coming from all different places, almost none of them in the same town as me. I feel extremely isolated and I find that I only really spend time at home, because I live right off of a highway with nothing there other than houses with neighbors that are not my age.
Some people I wouldn’t mind being friends with, but they scare me too much because I feel like they’re too “normal” to hang around me and I’ll just weird them out.