I used to be someone who was sociable and i thought I would be able to talk to people but after covid and going into high school, I’m not sure. (i’m a senior). i remember my sophomore year i talked to a lot of people and then suddenly i went to saying like 15 words throughout a school day. I get good grades, school is easy but boring to me. i played varsity level basketball for 4 years and was captain for 2. volleyball varsity for 3 and captain for 2. Even with hanging out with those guys everyday, it would only stay in the court and not out of school. i feel like im a nice guy, i help people often, lend money, help out with their work, volunteered at a hospital.
I have a couple of friends that i’ve gone to middle school with i don’t hang out with them much bc different classes and they talk about weird topics that im not really interested. I’m also in the high classes so most of my peers are smart nerds that just focus on their grades. they don’t really have fun or hang out.
i guess i wanted someone’s opinion on what i should do next. i want to better my people’s skills. i feel like most of the time i have social anxiety so i sometimes put myself in uncomfortable positions like a singing performance to put myself out there.