So, I started dating this girl in october of last year, she is my first girlfriend and honestly I love her with everything I’ve got in my heart.
Sex was always very important for her and something she really likes about me is the fact that I’ve got an 8 incher which has been the source of my confidence for many many years, I also last quite a bit.
Now here’s the thing, when I first have sex with someone I, well, I get nervous, I’m not into casual sex and want to be enough for the girl’s to have me as their life-long companion, and I just can’t cum
I don’t know why, I just, can have sex with that nervousness for hours upon hours but ejaculation never comes until a few months afterwards where I start being able to cum as the nervousness fades away.
She loves having sex until her vagina was visibly red, and I’m all in for it but recently i’ve started being able to ejaculate with her and I feel like I’m not enough 🙁
I find myself counting the time and about an hour I’m almost there and start telling her we should stop for a moment so I don’t cum but she won’t listen and I well, cum
and she seems clearly dissapointed but I don’t know what to do since this hasn’t ever been a problem with anyone and she cums several times every time we have sex
I’m quite an insecure fella bros and sex usually made me feel confident until this