Okay so um, for some reason my brain lately has been day-dreaming and zoning out too much. Not sure if it’s because of my anxiety or what but, it’s tiring.
Especially when people won’t leave me alone. They keep talking to me and, even if it’s great to talk to people, there are times in which I wish they’d shut up.
It just gets really tiring to try and focus, because it certainly is impossible. It’s like when you keep trying to stay awake while your eyes are closing due to lack of sleep. I just want to let it happen but I can’t, because I don’t like ignoring people.
It consumes too much energy from me and at some point it makes me mad. Again, it’s like when you finally get to sleep but your mom keeps telling you to do things and won’t let you sleep. I just get really mad and just try to tell them to leave, but they don’t.
They never respect my boundaries and even less respect when I want to be alone. The other day someone was venting to me and I needed them to leave. They started repeating over and over the same 2 sentences and I eventually had to tell them to leave. They later came back to my room sad and I felt like shit.
So, how do I say what I want without making people feel bad and how tf do I make my brain shut up and be normal for a second.
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Headphones.