I’m really trying to understand that it has nothing to do with his feelings towards me but I can’t help myself and I feel like I’m just his sexual toy, he doesn’t really love and appreciate me (I always thought that guys are protective over their SO). It’s been 5 months since we talked about that and I still didn’t process the whole thing, I’m still crying and I’m completely depressed. What is wrong with me? At some point it makes me horny that he would be excited to see me with somebody else but I just can’t do that. When I got together with my boyfriend I was just happy that he will protect me against all the horny men, but he maybe actually like it and it makes him horny. I’m just devastated and don’t know what to do.
Any ideas how to feel better about that situation?