This has been going on for sometime, but for some reason I always talk to myself in such a perfect vocabulary. But whenever I try to talk to other people including my parents, it completely goes blank and I have no idea what to say half of the time. All I can come out is some basic sentences, words and phrases and that’s it. And what makes it worse is that it’s affecting my friendship and my writing because I can’t seem to talk or spit it out properly of what is on my mind. It’s so hard to do that when I try to speak to others and I often hear this thing about “filler” words, it’s starting to bug me so much to the point that I’m starting to think my Internet usage is probably doing this to me, Everytime I try to read a book I always lose track and not focus anymore.
What can I do to fix my vocabulary