I always had the fantasy of having sex with another boy, some times i feel a lot of desire of having sex and i tried touching me and masturbating with different objects, but all these times i couldnt enjoy or feel pleasure having someting inside my anus… but even with these kinda bad experiences, i still feel a lot of desire of having someone inside me…
If i had the opportunity of being with another boy, will it feel different to masturbation?