Hi everyone.
I have been married since 2014.
I met my husband in 2012.
We’ve had a very rocky relationship since the beginning.
A couple years ago he told me he has DID. (Dissociative identity disorder)
I’ve always been very jealous.
I don’t know why I have severe insecurities.
A couple years ago he cheated on me with a girl from the past.
I haven’t been able to get over it and I feel like it could happen again since he does have the dissociation.
I’ve been ignoring my feelings all this time to keep the peace since we have two kids.
He just started a new job like a month ago and he told me yesterday that the manager is offering the group to go eat and drink at his house.
I think I’m just with him cause I feel so comfortable. We’re like best friends.
A little back info, I met him online on an art website called deviant art.
I was 18 he was 28, I feel very odd about this thinking about it after reaching age 29 and 30.
I look back at my photos during that time I was a child in my mind. I behaved very immature and my pictures reflected that.
Thank you for reading, what do you think I should do moving forward.