I (27F) and this (30M) have been flirting for a while now. He first asked me for a one night stand but then he said he caught feelings for me. We aren’t officially a thing, but it was sort right there in front of everyone that we had caught feelings for each other. He did mention he wants to do it a couple of times, and we almost did it too. We started doing the deed two days ago, and it was going well but he randomly told me he can’t have sex with me.
Now I’ve got a few conclusions but I need a guy’s perspective on it:
1. Maybe because my body count isn’t as high as his. I’ve slept with an ok amount of people but his was way too high.
2. He didn’t have fun, but he did say he was having fun.
3. Maybe because I didn’t go down on him. I wanted to but he was so dominating and kept throwing me around, not that I minded though.
4. He just wanted to see if he could get me because I refused in the beginning. And the thought is making me feel so humiliated.
Help me understand why, and what should I do now,
because I’m so embarrassed to ask.