my social anxiety has improved in the past years, i can now speak to people without having a complete meltdown. however, one thing that really bothers me is how UNFUNNY I am. like literally every interaction with me must be so incredibly serious and boring. I often find myself trying to think of something witty or funny to say, but my mind just goes blank, and i also don’t want to be a “ try to be funny” kinda person, i wish i was naturally funny. but i guess you’re either born funny or you’re not, it’s not something you can develop.
but it genuinely makes me want to never speak to people.