Been thinking heavily on whether I should actually get into OF I have a friend who is a college student in engineering and is willing to help me drive traffic to my profile (creating bots and codes idk lol) which I really appreciate but in our conversation he spoke about dating and how he wanted to settle down after graduating and starting his internship in Carolina. (btw this topic has came across me numerous times recently, not just with him). He went on how he couldn’t be with someone with a lot of bodies (he said 10) and whatnot I spoke my piece on it but what’s bothering me is this has been coming up to me a lot recently after thinking of doing OF/selling seriously.
A guy friend recently we were speaking on it and he basically blocked me for whatever reason. It’s not something I want to do but considering I’m already wasting time, I was supposed to be working and saving but with this new shitty job I have that reassured me I’d make good money as a server isn’t cutting it. I’m constantly getting called out, favoritism runs deeply there, no good sections, their turnovers are so high it’s ridiculous. I need to be in school in fall soon (I took the break in spring to save money for a car but…) Trying to get a new job but where I live isn’t the best, I apply and nothing. I call for updates on my application and they aren’t hiring. My grandma is going to retire don’t and I have to leave because when she retired she’s going back to her country.
I’m financially fucked and I want to do OF but I don’t want it to affect my personal life when it comes to dating