18f. i’ve had boyfriends and fwb in the past, but for some reason everything feels very superficial. i’ve been single for quite a good time now and while i don’t really mind it, it’s not the best thing for me either. sometimes i feel really lonely because of it.
most of my friends my age are dating and those who are not, have options in mind. i know in theory i still have a long time to find a partner, but it feels like i don’t.
sometimes i wonder if it’s my looks? my personality? but at the same time, i’ve been trying my best to make it all better. i feel a bit jealous of all my friends sometimes. i just wish i could stop wanting a rs this bad, because other than that, i have nothing to complain about. it makes me feel like i’m being selfish by finding something to complain about when i have everything else i could want.