I have no other way to describe the sensation. I know people like it, but is it SUPPOSED to be pleasurable?
I tried it at least 6-7 years ago at this point with an ex. He had a small peederwacker so I just allowed him to enjoy himself. It never really felt “good” to me. Fast forward to my current bf, who’s much bigger, he’s been asking me if we can try it and I’ve told him no and he’s respected my boundaries. He knows I’ve done it in the past.
Welp I folded last night and let him try. I tried to relax, but I felt like I was panicking and couldn’t enjoy it at all. The feeling is just weird to me. He told me he couldn’t enjoy himself because I wasn’t enjoying it and we stopped. It’s like a mix between a small amount of pleasure and constantly pooping. I don’t know. No lube because I was already wet from having sex normally right before. Maybe if I had that it would’ve helped? Thoughts? What can I do to make it better for myself?