Hey,
So long story short guys. A few years back my dad passed away from stomach cancer. In the hospice the day before he went he wanted to talk to me andmy older brother. Turned out he fucked up all the money that should have supported my mother. There was little to nothing left and dying wasn’t in his plans.
So he told me.and my older brother that we were now responsible to take care of my mother financially. My mother was raised by my grandmother with the whole women dont work mentality so she dosen’t
As a result I’m now 42 and living with my mother because I can not afford to give her a few grand a month and have my own place or life.
My brother does better then I and has his own house and is married so for him it’s an inconvenience at best but for me after 5 years of this I think I have to accept that this is my life now.
I don’t date because I feel like a giant lover and everyday I feel that getting g sucked down and hopeless feeling more and more.
I don’t have Amy real bad feelings.towards my dad and I could never blame my mother.
How would you try and turn it around? Am I feeling worse about this then I should? I literally haven’t talked to anyone about this friend or otherwise and I don’t see me getting far with meeting anyone in this scenario.
Hammer away folks