I’ve (28M) been with my bf (30M)for 6 years and we’ve been long distance for a while. Our relationship is strong, ideal, and we’ve talked about marriage. However lately I have started to gain sexual attraction to this other dude and I know it is purely lust. I feel guilty about it and I have told my bf about this.
I only have 1 body count, and my bf as well (we lost our virginities to each other). Is this the reason, do I want to explore? Is it worth exploring? I know this is the man I want to marry.
TLDR: I’ve been with my bf for 6 years. We lost our virginities to each other. I want to have sex with this other dude, no feelings. Is it because I want to explore other bodies?