I usually don’t participate much in most classes because of my social anxiety and because i dont know if what i will say is correct. Other student participates. There are some who answers a lot and some wrong, but overall they show consistent performance (they are right around 70%). There are those who ocasionally answers but when they do they always get it right.
And then there’s me. I rarely answer unless directly addressed. They’ll be times (likely 1-2 per week) where my urge to answer exceed my anxiety, so I decide to answer, but most cases the answers are almost always incorrect.
So in sum, i rarely answer but when I do it’s wrong, while others will get wrong sometimes but make up in quantity of right answers, or they do less often but every time they strike they hit target.
It makes me feel like and idiot shouldn’t be here. Im sure most people know they will be judged if they get the answer wrong as well, which is why some people don’t answer everytime if they think they know because they don’t wanna embarass themselves for an off chance that they’re wrong
But my past failure pressures me to answer even more even if I’m not that sure. In my mind I need that objective win to disprove my failures in the past, but doing this will right now will just invite in more losses