She was always open about her fetish since the beggining of our relationship. I was never particuraly a polyamorous person, and always maintened monogamy in my previous relations, however, as strange as it is for the female gender, she simply gets pleasure and dopamine by watching me fuc* other women in front of her, not gonna lie, in the beggining it was so different that it was cool and I even used to tell her I like it, but now she just finds new girls on dating apps for me to fuc* in front of her, she even makes me call her names and insults, she even told me to not take a shower so she can smell the other girl later. I’m just not in love with her anymore, dont even wanna be next to her, and don’t know how she will react when I tell this bs gotta stop