21 m in collage.
I always come across as serious and I find that quite annoying as most people my age they talk about normal stuff with no serious and pessimistic energy.
And it really hurts me I find it hard to connect with people especially since humor and good “vibes” are essential.
My jokes are always sarcastic or have a negative undertone to it and I try to be a bit more lighthearted I cringe and my brains blocks all thoughts. I literally start to overthink. Even when I’m trying not to be negative at the end of the sentence it ends with a negative tone.
Don’t get me wrong I don’t want to be a goof ball but I want to balance my personality a bit more