At work I’m the class clown. I get stuff done, I’m loud, charismatic, bubbly, and have been told working with me is like being at a party. With friends I’m bubbly, charismatic and fun. I am always making people laugh and we have a great time.
For what ever reason when ever I’m out alone or on dates I just can’t be myself. I’m quiet, awkward, and almost resort to a fawning state with men where I’m just too sweet and put on the “Super sweet never did nothing wrong her entire life, obsessed with cats and a bit awkward” act.
I think it’s a social anxiety and lack of confidence thing.