I completly pushed away my partner after three years together. Moved out, was mean. I have no idea why. I think I just was trying to force him to communicate more? I think every time I’ve pushed him away it’s that. I am going to therapy now. I miss him and I made a huge mistake. I’m so depressed I think there’s no point to life without family. He keeps giving me glimmers of hope but then when I engage further just pushes me away. I am trying to be more chill but every time this happens it’s like feeling the initial pain of my mistake all over again and I’m a wreck. They say if they are meant for you, you can’t lose them. Do you agree with this? Or can enough damage be done( even if you try everything in your power to change and heal) that you just have to step away