My inner monologs is pretty cynical and sarcastic. I think the world is generally pretty shit, so you might as well make jokes and have fun while you’re here. I love people who are very kind and soft, but I feel repulsed as to that ever being me. I want the freedom to be snarky and a little annoying, get under peoples skin. But, that makes me an asshole. It’s getting to the point my friends are arguing with me about it, and that I’m too mean. I can’t tell if they just happen to be extra sensitive and need a reality check, or if it’s me who needs one (It’s probably me). Any advice for how to get over this?