hi everyone!
i (19F) have been trying to orgasm since the dawn of time and i’ve never been able to make it to that point until recently. my long distance boyfriend purchased a tiny vibrator for me, and my god has it made things *significantly* faster, more pleasurable, and different.
now, onto the actual question. i’ve been masturbating almost every day this past week, and now i feel almost more confused than i have in the past about whether or not i have orgasmed or not. the two times i felt like i had orgasmed, i was experiencing the common reactions you would when getting close to orgasm. it felt very good, i could feel myself tensing naturally, and i felt like my anus was pulsing which i see is common with orgasm. along with that, after those reactions my clit felt vastly more sensitive. but, the supposed “release” that’s supposed to happen and make you feel good, i did not feel. i just felt normal after the buildup. i’m lost now, did i orgasm?