Recently for like the past year. I don’t feel like interacting or even just talking to friends anymore. I don’t know if it just me maturing naturally as I been through so many things past years that I feel nothing really whenever something bad happens and I’m just used to it. I don’t feel like interacting with others and even when I do send something for the rare time I do, it feels so blank and the message they send back feels so half baked for me. I don’t know if it’s because people around me don’t fill me with enjoyment or if I’m the problem but I found out quite sad that I used to be so hyperactive years ago and now I’m not and either I’m just maturing and growing tired of things I used to love doing or if I’m just depressed and on the point of breaking down one day. Growing up is fuckin scary to me, especially the future and what it holds