love bf too much (bad)

i am 18f with 22m bf and i can’t really handle being apart at all. i have a job, go to uni, and have friends where i live. but my boyfriend moved to a diff city two hours ago at the beginning of this year. every time i get home from his place i cry for usually two days pretty much nonstop. this time i cried about a day before i left because i really did not want to go home. we call every night to sleep because if we don’t i won’t sleep. the last two nights i cried as soon as i found out he couldn’t call and feel so miserable when he is too busy to talk.
i never had issues like this before i got into a relationship, he is my first. i knew i had relationship issues in a general sense because i would decide i hated my friends because they did one thing i didn’t like, but i didn’t know i would love someone too much and it’s impossible

tl;dr attachment issues are making me
miserable and i have never dealt with this before

advice is appreciated LOL

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