Hello. I am a 19 female and my boyfriend is a 18 male . We have been dating for 8 months and have honestly from what I thought it was a happy and healthy relationship, we had a few ups and downs but for the most part I truly thought this man was the one. We have both been through so much and have worked together to make each other better. Before I met him he was heavily involved with crime and pew pews, when we got together he stopped all of those things and started to try and get his life “together” and for a while he was doing great, he moved in with me because he didn’t want any part in the things he used to do, up until about a month again when he got a new pew pew and all he wanted to do was play with it and build on it. I was fine with it at first but when he would express to me concerns he had about how he was feeling , it was negative and suggested it might be because of him getting back into his old habits and felt like he had no future. I still thought everything was going to be fine but 3 days ago when he got a call from his lawyer, he broke up with me, he said he doesn’t give a fuck about me or the cops, he wants to be alone, doesn’t want to have to care about me, doesn’t love me, lost feelings, wants me to leave him the fuck alone, doesn’t want a relationship, will get a new phone once he gets out so I can’t contact him, he has no future and will either die or be in jail for the rest of his life, that he doesn’t want me to go down a bad path, and that he’s addicted to that dangerous life style and nothing will change about that. What hurt me the was is he has been reposting a bunch of things he used to repost before we got together and deleted all of our photos and videos on social media and blocked me on everything. I’ve been sitting here crying for days and he seems fine. I think he’s disassociating himself from the fact that he was ever with me and that I matter because he got a call from his lawyer and there is a high chance he’s going to jail. I told him I wanted to be with him even if he gets booked and he doesn’t want me to. That same day we broke up he was telling me he loved me. It wasn’t until the call I feel like he started to get upset and get mad. I did blow up his phone and call him from a bunch of number which I shouldn’t have done because I know he just wanted space but I hope that if he doesn’t get booked he’ll come back. I know I’m crazy and like he’s trying to get away but before this our relationship felt perfect.